My mind is over shadowed by my mistakes
If only I could change things, then it'd be erased
Still I'm faced with the memory of you
I'm against my cold wall, not knowing what to do
I try my best to get away from the stress
But I can't so I'm stuck in this mess
How do you feel? Do you ever think of me?
My heartache is much stronger than I will ever be
I wanna get over you, like you got over me
I wanna move on but I can't, even though I'm ready
My eyes don't shed tears, least not anymore
I'm done with revenge, I don't need an even score
I wanna say I'm sorry, but I said it before
The difference now is that I mean it from my core
What's the words I will need to say?
To get you to understand how I feel everyday
I'm so damn pathetic, it makes me sick
Almost every flashback makes me feel like shit
I want to amend for all the wrong I've done
I wanna write you love songs till the rise of the sun
I want to make you smile, every single day
But this time I know I can't have it my way
Looking at the beginning and end, it will seem strange
How did all of this become quickly rearranged?
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