Sitting there upon my bed.
Letting all my thought run throughout my head.
Not sure how to deal.
Not sure what to do.
I grab the blade.
One slice.
Two slice
Three slice.
Four.
Wait dont do know more.
You need to stop.
You have an addiction.
I stedily try to tell my self.
Five slice
Six slice.
Sevent slice.
I cant stop.
I need this pain.
Its my every thing.
Right down to the air I breath.
The food I eat.
and the water i drink.
Am i crazy?
Or am i Okay?
I ask my self.
As the whole world drifts away.
