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Vomit

I give up fighting

I give up wanting

I give up trying

I hate what I lead myself to feel, high expectations of what isn't real
To release the dreams I keep under lock and key, forcing myself to face the reality

AND I HATE THIS

The knots I tie myself into with all my bending over backwards to please
everyone but me

I want to vomit all the self hate, recriminations, loathing
spit it out like some repellent half digested food

I MAKE MYSELF SICK!

 

and I cant find a cure to the ailment Ive discovered

cant kill it

cant stop it

cant slow it down

 

there isn't an antidote

no miracle drug

no cure for love

Please tell me what you think

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  • vitch
    November 5

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    I'm reading in a book, yes I'm actually reading, basically says, "You can't love someone else until you love yourself..." You are the only person who'll actually be there for you. You build yourself up, trust yourself, and know you can accomplish anything on your own, then you're ready to go into the world, chin up, shoulders back, and setting a steady stride. The moment you begin depending on others is the moment you stop believing in yourself. You're an amazing, young, talented lady who has already accomplished so much in her life. Stay positive, strong, and encouraged. As I told a friend the other day, "When life comes at you rough, kick it in the balls and walk around."