confessions

I’m so drunk
My emotions have war with each other
And no one wins, I feel all the spears and arrows,
Rifle shots,
And nuclear bombs,
Of every culture and era fighting to be the best
And all failing, increasing,
Sumarian,
Roman,
German,
American
Falling and
Failing
*
so we have computers now, these days,
and cell phones,

And we had a loaf of bread to eat
During your life span of twenty five years a thousands years
Ago…
*
I’m so drunk,
And love is crazy,
School is hard,
Work is unfathomable,
Yet
Routine

Painfully so

But I adapt

My knuckles have more scars than you had lovers,
And it hurts me that both are hard
To count…

Where are you?
And what am I doing in the mean time?
nothing good
Nowhere good

I’ll save you from hell
If you pull me from this devil’s
heaven.