Downhill and tumbling

I don't know how you came
You know you shouldn't be near me
How did I get so tangled up in this mess?
It feels like there's a fright train
Boring down on me
I can't stop running now
I'm torn between calling out to you
And throwing all my might into stopping this
Your words shouldn't be in my mind
Because I'm running fast out of time
To think that of all the tragedy's Iv'e left behind
And I forgot about you
Downhill and tumbling towards the unknown
I will not get lost and I will not need you
All these supposed solutions will just come to prove
That you were the one who's done me the most harm
Tangled like a dark forest on the edge in my head
I'll refuse your hand and cast you far behind the dark
See you turn into a tiny pitiful spark
I don't need your words of comfort or those manipulating
Eyes in which I always drown
You'r just an addiction that I know all to well

You gave me pain and pleasure
But now that I see through your disguise
You disgraced my name
And I want nothing more to do with you
I know you will come back begging on all fours
Trying to say the words I always longed for
You'r full of ego and self assured pride
I now know how you came
And I know how you will end
You never thought this would happen to you
And now that Iv'e rejected you
You should leave and find the better side

Finally I can stop running down this damned hill

Finally that fright train has come to the end of it's track

And I can rebuild and bring my life back