Sometimes I feel like breaking free
Leaving the world behind
Those voices will destroy me
They will corrupt my mind.
I just want to end this
I cant take it anymore
The voices will not stop talking
they scare me to the core.
They tell me I am worthless
That I should end my life
just stop causing people grief
And just go get the knife.
Cut your wrists until they bleed
and spill onto the floor
then rub and rub and rub them
until there red as raw.
You deserve the pain it brings you
You deserve everything you get
You are worthless and annoying
to everyone you've met.
Those are the things they tell me to do
And I cant ignore them anymore
All I want is to end the pain
For myself to be no-more.
But I cant do it to my friends
I know they care too much
but the pain is over-whelming me
I will die with one more touch.
Sometimes I feel like breaking free
Leaving the world behind
Those voices will destroy me
They will corrupt my mind.
Author notes
Its really shit, but it was my first attempt.
this is how I feel when dealing with my schizophrenia.
What did you think
Comments
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I can
I can understand you but, you know life loves you, love it back
God bless you!
Mou :-)
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this is amazing but you know you have to hang on you can not break free every one has a meaning in this world and you could do great things
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Thank you for sharing something so painful. I just cant find the right words to say how much your poem has opened my eyes.
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