Does Anyone Really Understand?

When I walk the halls, I am stared at.
When I turn my back, I am talked about.
When I speak my mind, People shun me.
When I am happy, people knock me down.
I am not the same little stupid girl.
I have not discoved myself, but I will never stop trying.
I am alone in this world, I am living a lie.
Where no one understands me.. Not one.
I am a cold hearted person people say.
I walk the world alone, No one to call my own.
I cry at night desprete for answers.
When all I get is more questions.
Why am I the way I am?
Was I born just to displease the world?
Can't you just take me away from here?
I want to live life peacefully..
Not miserbaly.
Show me I can be more then what I am...
Show me I am worth something..
Until then, the world ceases to exist in my mind..
Until I fianlly discover.. Who I truly am..
On the Inside..
Im always being pushed around,
Thrown around, knocked to the ground.
Emotions run deep I can't control.
My life is running a mind of it's own.
As tears flow from my eyes..
I can't take the intense pressure anymore.
I just can't take what the world throws at me.
I feel like breaking down and just dying,
I mean Im really really painfully trying.
Nothing seems to be working out.
I am dead soul walking on the deserted streets of my lonely life.
Nothing matters anymore.. Im just a girl with a lost soul.
I have no emotions, Im as dead as my heart,
I hate this world... Im falling apart... <3 *sighs*
They say I have problems, but do they know?
Im a shawdow walking figure all alone..
Living a lie is all that I see..
Everything is falling and crashing around me..
I rant and rant about stupid little things..
Im misunderstood and complicated..
I wish they would see and try to live my life.
I hate this world.. I hate who I am..
My life sucks and really no one understands.
So many people around me, but all I really see..
Is a lonely girl walking... living life terribly..