Not Afraid to Fall

You caught me and made me a mockery.
How desperate have you got to be?
Once I was on top of the heap.
Now I left to feel like a lonely sheep.
But I'm not afraid to fall to your level.
I've been there before and look where I came.
You can't bring me back down with thoughts of shame.
Life carries on despite you trying to halt.
If your plan to stop it fails then yes it is your fault.
But I'm not afraid to fall to where I began.
A few years ago I was too scared to talk.
Now there is an independent confidence when I walk.
When the sun sets, I don't cower in fear.
Because I know the moon's glowing face will appear.
That's why I'm not afraid to fall if the safety net is missing.
I used to be worried about what other people think.
Now I couldn't care in the space of each blink.
There was a time my pallette for hope was empty.
Now the multicoloured hue is more than plenty.
Because I'm not afraid to fall in the name of love.