Love's Achievements

What am I if I am not his image of perfection?
My existence has meaning if I don't understand the journey?
Tell me the answers of the questions I ask are missing.
He touched me, loved me then left me with as much passion.
Watch me fall from a heavenly resting but do not attempt to catch.
My descend back to earth is well deserved.
Such a selfish lover I've been with the man I promised my everything.
No, the angels are right to weep at the remembrance of my deceit.
I felt his wrath after he discovered my guilt.
Where is a saviour to save me from a regretful mind?
Each star is blacked out with every blink of my crying eyes.
The sun remains eclipsed as long as my heart is empty.
Suddenly I am so alone in the darkened nothingness.
Doesn't feel like I'm being walked with through the valley of death.
Too scared to open my eyes for the fear of what sight I may spy.
Will he return to take my hand and lead me to celestial light?
Love's achievements are so high to obtain.
Why do we love if it causes as much pain as happiness?