I keep sitting in the dark
Always thinking of you
Something bad has happened
And I know what I have to do
The thought of hurting you
Hurts me to the core
The thought of losing you
Hurts me even more
The sun is rising
It's the beginning of a new day
My feet carry me forward
To a place I don't want to be
The thought of hurting you
Hurts me to the core
The thought of losing you
Hurts me even more
Now you're standing in front of me
I can see the pain in your eyes
I've uttered the words
The words I despise
The thought of hurting you
Hurts me to the core
The thought of losing you
Hurts me even more
I don't want you to get hurt
So I'm leaving without a trace
I don't want you in danger
But the thought of me hurting you
Leaves me with unthinkable anger
The thought of hurting you
Hurts me to the core
The thought of losing you
Hurts me even more
Author notes
this is my interpretation on how Edward felt when he left bella in the second book New Moon
