Marvel at the goddess

In my mind where I locked myself away
In a sad pitiful night to protect my fragile sanity
You broke your way into that place tearing down my walls of steel with purest love
I feared you and your genital voice so much like hers its ringing sweet misleading maladies reverberating
As you drew nearer to my heart all I could do was throw up more barriers to stay you coming prolonging the inevitable
In the dim room in the back of my soul you finally walked thought my last defense Brushing it off like the wind flows autumn leafs into the sky you slim figure throwing a menacing shadow looming over my huddled husk
You called my name in that voice like ringing bells of gold pulling my face to meet your’s the emeralds that my eyes glared at where so sweet and calming and pure I could not meet them with my blood stained rubies
So you took my hand in yours and you began to sing turning my war torn fortress into a snow covered meadow and we danced to the flow of the frigid wind
The gold that was so meticulously spun on you head wiped in our frenzy and mirth
Your pixy face fainted red with laughter
All I could do was marvel at the goddess that came to save me from myself  so I took her face in my hands and kisses her and she was happy but she could never know how much that one long loving kiss helped my beaten soul and when it ended she did not disappear but stayed with me and we loved and made love and she never left to find another lost soul because she loved me