facing death today
lust lost the power to keep me blind
all the pretty ribbons were undone
as the ugliness of life
popped its little head in my life and drained me of love
stuff me with all your fake happiness
cut off your smile and paste it to my face
pop out your eyes and put them in my head
maybe i can pretend to be you and happy for the day
shivering, cold winds have never hurt like they do now
trying to kill every emotion i have ever had
but anger is the only one that seems to be able to
overcome all my strength
overcome my fight for numbness
mirrors lie when you wear makeup
what a stupid line you once used
you can't love some one you never had sex with
i bet you a million dollars you can
but you'll find a way to win
i'll succumb to what ever it is that is taking over
i guess i look different because they don't treat me the same
you like tossing me around like a little rag doll
throwing me about like there is no life in me
as the moon gets higher in the sky
i feel it inside,
insanity slowly creeps into me
laughing, sure i might sound insane but what would it
matter, the only one that welcomes me with open arms
these days is death
if you want me differently, then you stuff me with all your fake
happy emotions
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