trivialities of my life (not a poem)

1 - i didn't kiss a boy until i was 17

2 - i have got notoriously the worst taste in guys of all my friends. it's actually really bad

3 - i haven't seen my sister since my granda's funeral almost 2 years ago, before that i hadn't seen her for at least a year.

4 - i met my best friend online. we met in person for the first time on august 20th 2008. he is my soulmate; it took me 17 years to find a friend like him, and i'm never letting him go.

5 - my first boyfriend is the person who hurt me most in my life, and he still has the power to hurt me even more.

6 - i got into the most prestigious college in ireland.... and i don't find the majority of my courses challenging.

7 - i am a fluent speaker of the irish language.

8 - to me a guy is short if he is not 6foot, or there abouts

9 - i have not grown height wise since i was 12

10 - i prefer biting to kissing

11 - i am currently seeing a boy and i want him to ask me to be his girlfriend, but i've only seen him 3 times :/

12 - my eyesight has been deteriorating rapidly for the past 4 years.

13 - this is my favourite number. i have no epic fact for this.

14 - i get on better with guys; i am generally the only guy in a group of at least 5 or 6.

15 - i have to meet the boy in number 11's mother and some of his uncles on saturday...

16 - i have NEVER kissed in the rain =[

17 - i love sitting on a boy's lap holding his hand with my head leaning on his; it makes me feel safe and secure

18 - i don't like a guy holding me around the neck, or with his hand on my shoulder, it makes me feel like i'm his property

19 - i can pick up my soulmate... but he's very skinny

20 - i very rarely turn up to my irish grammar classes... i've missed 5 out of 8 :/

21 - i don't miss my friends from school.

22 - i get scared when i like boys.

23 - i am never happy with my appearance. EVER

24 - i think blue ink is ugly.

25 - i have a habit of saving text messages that i shouldn't

26 - i never saved Nathan's number to my phone; but i still know it off by heart

27 - the majority of my clothes are black. it's quite shocking, really

28 - whenever i see really cute puppies i have the urge to just pick them up and steal them away

29 - i am terrified of getting pregnant because i think i would be world's worst mother

30 - people seem to use me when it suits them, but it's because i give everyone second and sometimes third chances

31 - i can't function without coffee

32 - i don't sleep if there is something on my mind. last night i passed out as soon as i got home; i was content for the first time in a LONG time

33 - if i start a novel i have to finish it; i've been reading on the road by kerouac since the 23rd of august... well that's a lie i haven't read it in weeks, but i have to finish it before i start a new book, even though i don't like it

34 - i love postsecret; it's gotten me through some tough times

35 - i love teasing, but i HATE to be teased

36 - there is nothing more comforting to me than a hand around my waist

37 - i blush like crazy if someone compliments me to my face

38 - i snort when i laugh lots, and then i blush

39 - i get told i don't look my age at all because i'm tiny.... when i was 13 i was mistaken for 17 and when i turned 18 i got mistaken for 14..

40 - i started smoking since the age of 15-ish. but i didn't start smoking everyday until the summer of 2008, and now i pretty much can't stop

41 - i become attached to electronic items, like my phone and laptop, even though both are in a REALLY bad way

42 - i forgot how much i liked starbucks until i ended up there on hallowe'en night. i also forgot how expensive it is (thankies Cian XD)

43 - my tuesdays have started to become the most interesting day of my week.

44 - i hate set-ups and setting people up, it never works.

45 - i do not think i would be able to live without the internet

46 - i am looking forward to saturday so much, but i'm also terrified because his mam and uncles will be there and they've seen his neck >.<

47 - i seem to get good grades without even trying

48 - i don't spend all the money i have, i keep it

49 - i get violent outbursts if people play tricks on me... but when i hit them it hurts me more

50 - this was easier than i thought, but it's not overly personal...