Thanks to you

For truly understanding her
For truly being the one
For truly knowing what it takes to hold her heart
For truly making her smile


Shame on me forever
I will always bow my head
Never look at the stars
Without crying
If I ever deserved her even for a moment
If I'm ever worthy of being in her thoughts
If I ever meant all those words and intentions
if I'm ever that boy who made her laugh

Maybe someday I'll wake up
And face the truth
Maybe one day I'll stop being perfect
And just be this empty shell that I am
No more holding me
No more dreams
No more pain
No more love


Thank you for saving her life
Thank you for caring so much about her
Thank you for showing her that there's really a happy ending
Thank you for keeping her away from me