Unknowing

You dont know how i feel, your not me.
Theres things hidden that you cant see.
I wont let you in, just go away.
Theres nothing left for you to say.

I know you think that you can read.
Everything about me, even when i bleed.
But you know nothing, nothing at all
You were never there when i fell, and had to crawl.

I run in anger, you say its fear.
And all im thinking is the end must be near.
How can someone try so hard and still be wrong?
Even after so fucking long.

You'll never worry when im shipped out.
Just as long as YOUR wedding plans for us work-out.
You wont worry when i go through hell, get ripped apart.
As long as you still have my heart.

You dont though, because you'll never understand.
That when i dream you never have my hand.
Theres someone else who really cares.
And hes not with me just for stares.

I know you think that im the one
But i think were pretty close to just being done
I know when its over you say your going to leave
But that, i still dont truely believe

You hate the one whose keeping me sane.
You hate him so much is causes me pain.
You dont understand how i feel.
All you can think about is when its time for you to neal.

You'll never get that chance, cus your rushing it too fast.
Why do you need to hurry if this relationship will supposidly last.
How can you ignore my side?
And why are you the only one whose really cried.

You never really talk, so why
Should i even fucking try
I hardly know anything about you
And yet you hope that ill say i do.

Maybe we werent ment to be.
Maybe you should set me free.
Send me to a better man.
The one i picture holding my hand.