Lucifer's Curse

It's a strange fact, to know one so well,
It's a strange theory, that you would've known her to long.
The feelings inside me, always swell,
When for her, I write a genuine love song.

'tis On this quiet Tuesday evening,
That I choose to once again write.
A web of words, once again, I'm weaving,
And dedicate it to my life's  light.

I choose to write a poem, after so many I've made,
I choose to write a serenade for me to sing to her,
I choose to write a story, to relive our memories,
I managed to write a poem, yet to save us, 't was to late.
But as if one stepped in who goes by the name of Lucifer,
Around our bonding, a web is formed, which nobody sees.

Slowly time trickles away,
The dripping of it's fabric steadily eroding my mind.
For forgiveness I pray,
And in the battle of good and evil, we're now entwined.

The web closes in on us,
And it seems as if our love is now bound to perish.
My dissolving mind I disgust,
Yet our love, always strong together, I cherish.

Slowly time rips me apart, Lucifer's spell conquering me,
Slowly I grow distant, my eyes growing dull and vacant,
Slowly, divinity is giving in to the pull of silent doom,
And only now, after this agony, I'm finally starting to see.
I'm starting to hear a slow, nigh unhearable chant,
Pointing out the solution to the dark gloom.

The chants now clearly ring,
The sight that opens before me shocks me through my core.
Louder, louder they sing,
And only now do I know, what Lucifer, for me, has in store.

He wishes the blood of her,
He wishes for me to nestle in a womb of everlasting agony.
But no, I won't, never.
I will not kill the one, who for so long has loved me.

Pain, agony, terrible depression,
A decision of a lifetime.
Sadness, sorrow, enduring agony,
My life pays it's last dime.

I decide to take my life,
I decide to give myself up,
Always help others.. to that thought I strive,
Especially for she who would be my wife.
I decide to spend my lifeblood cup,
Yes, for her, my life, I give up.