Love

I love him so,
He is so much to me,
And more.
I just want to marry him some day,
It tears me up when he tells me,
Tells me he never wants to get married.
One day he does,
The next he doesn't.
Love is something I never felt,
Until I met him.
I felt it all rush at me,
I do not want to feel as if I am wasting my time.
I can't be happy all the time,
Thiking marriage is not in our future.
I want to have a baby,
I want to be married.
Those are my last two wishes while on earth,
Have my parents at my wedding,
And have a baby I can call my own.
Will this ever happen?
I am not sure,
A child may not be possible,
The doctor will for sure tell me,
But atleast marriage is something I could conquer.
I would be a good wife,
I do everything now.
What would be different?
You tell me you don't want to lose your valuables...
What is that?
A truck worth $1200 are you crazy?
Mine is worth $3400.
I promise to be there for you,
Thru everything,
To stand at your side proud,
Take care of your and the child,
And ours if we have any.
I love you so much...
What's so hard to understand?
Please take my hand and do this for me.
I just want to love you forever.
No more wasting time.