Shredded Within My Imprisoned Self

Cold
Frigid
My body's gone rigid
But when my fear is diffused
You leave me here feeling used

But this is how it's supposed to be
I feel this truth inside of me
Will the shackles set me free?
Or will our past forever haunt me?

Deep in the autumn breeze
I remember a time when cold engulfed me
But when you kissed
These icy lips
You woke the life back up inside me

But now..It's cold again
And you've left me freezing
Won't you come to save me?
Will you leave me crying and dying for you?
Or will you forget and leave me to rot in my grave?

You and I were supposed to be
I feel this truth inside of me
Will your shackles set me free?
Or will our past forever haunt me?

I love now for your precious smile
At the end of this hellish trial
Will I ever be forgiven?
Or be sentenced to life in prison

Who do I trust?
Who do I fear?
What's the point in this fate I've been dealt?
I need to feel loved in this empty heart
But the one I want has ripped it apart
Maybe if I'm dead they'll see the pain I've felt

I want to reach out but my hand is scorched
My mind embraces doubt where is the light source?
Staring into oblivion as the fourth train goes by
I can't ever find away to leave you behind
You've stained my heart permanently this time

I've changed into what you've always wanted me to be
But now you want nothing to do with me
And here the tables have turned and slapped me in the face
Will all we learned and had be burned to waste?

You've become the old me
I've become the old you
Now we find each others pain in suffering
The cycle of torment is never ending.