a stupid stupid survey

what is your favorite verb?



i don't really know. maybe stay. i'll maybe come back to this one.



where did your name come from?


it came from the same place satan did. angels. that's what it means anyways. it came from my father writing it on a mother's day card i never saw because he thought it sounded like music.


what is the difference(s) between who you are and who you wish you were?


i don't even know who i wish i was. i kind of wish i was that man you always see in little coffee shops that you time your sips to be the same as his but he always finishes first and leaves and you never really know where he goes. i want to be a little happier and a little stronger and a little richer. but who doesn't.



what are your insecurities?


honestly? my voice. my laugh. my words. my strength. my weakness. my belief. what's not in my wallet. being with people. being alone. a lot i guess.


why can't you sleep?


thank God it's not the same reasons it used to be. the ones now aren't nearly as poetic.


is your regret fading?


you could say that. i think maybe it's distracted though.



how conditional are you morals?


that's hard. i'd say they're all pretty solid. i've broken several though in the past.


what do you say to yourself that makes it alright?


you have people that love you. you could even love you. you have great friends, don't you? a wonderful boyfriend. a mother that gives you her last five dollar bill for the next week to buy yourself a coffee at the football game you hated anyways. you're going to get out of here going to get so far away. it's changing.


are you in love?


not yet.


are you in love with more than one person?


no.


how often do you want to be someone else?



every single day.


can you wink?


i don't know if i've ever really tried to do an effective wink.


do you flirt with guys/girls you would never date?


have in the past.


are you currently leading someone on?



i don't think so...?



do you lie about trivial things just for the hell of it?


no.


do you believe in karma?



in some ways.


do humans have souls?



soul isn't even tangible. humans invented so called 'souls'. but many don't have them, whatever 'they' are.


are there people in your family you secretly don't love?



like, definitely. love, i couldn't say i don't love him.


are you jealous?


not really.



do you avoid looking in mirrors?


sometimes.



what is a name you consider beautiful?



I'm really tempted to steal Asa's answer, Judas. but I won't.
uhhh, I'll come back to this.


do you read to escape your own life?


nah.


do you ever forget who you are?



you can't forget what you don't really know, eh?