Eclypse Of My Heart

The eclypse of my heart shows me my pain
A sharp depth of suicidal tendencies
I'll never force myself to drown in my rain
Even when the pain seems to never cease

This is my life, suffering in sadness
I try to overcome the weight of it all
Just to be like others, living gladness
It seems like I'll never be free from the fall

Searching, waiting, for true love
But I'm getting weary from the journey
If only I can escape, like a free dove
Instead I am here, without company

How can I live with this loneliness
Or die without finding the love I seek
Live on and live again, I guess
Just waiting for the misery to reach it's peek

I know I can dig deeper than rock bottom
But how can I climb out of the hole
Feels like my faith has become numb
Just waiting for someone to fill the true love role

Here I am, unwanted, unloved, and down
I will keep my spirits high, no matter what
A smile awaits, as I currently wear this frown
Dreaming of my heart being happily caught