Something's Changed

Something must be wrong with me
I don't know where to go
Something in my brain has changed
It's disrupted the flow
Something's tearing down my walls
Reopening the scars
Something goes wrong every night
I gaze upon the stars
Something gets me out of bed
Each and every morning
Something keeps me up at night
Until day is dawning
Something distracts my learning
And I get left behind
Something's messed up in my head
It's ruining my mind
Something's stopped me from eating
I can't look at my food
Something's tweaked a nerve inside
Gone and fucked up my moods
Something's come and blocked my path
It's made me lose my way
There is something wrong with me
I know I'm not okay

I know something's wrong with me
I know I'm not alright
I know something's making me
Want to self-harm at night

Something raises my heart rate
I always feel so stressed
But something begins to make sense
I think I am depressed.