I Should Be Sorry, I Am Sorry.

Many times I have writen about you, many times I made you out to be the bad guy (Girl),


The person who hurts others,


The person who will abandon those who can think correctly,  those who need someone there for them, but can not ask for it for they know not how to,


Those who feel negative emotions and say things they do not mean, then feel REALLY bad for saying them,


I thought we were good friends, and when you said you no longer wanted us to be friends, I was very upset,


I thought that I  was always able to talk to you, that I had really made a friend in this town,


But I guess I was wrong,


I said somethings that I regret, but I will be over it soon (I will be  better, I will be better, I will better, I have to get better!! I just hope I can)


I have writen about how you abandoned me,  left me friendless,


I now understand you have tried to apologize to me, but you are right, I am too thick-headed to understand what you were trying to do,


But nowadays, I do not blame you for anything that has happend, none of it was your fault (Not your fault, not your fault, not your fault, all my fault!!!!)


I wish I felt the way I do now, back then,


If I felt half the way I do now, I would not have scared you away,


And I was warned many times, (If you keep acting that way, you will lose your friend)


But I never listened to them, and I payed the price.

I am sorry, but I am unable to accept your apology, because you did nothing wrong, it was all me, so I am the one who is to apologize,

So I am sorry for the hell I put you through, I was out of line to try to talk to you after what I had done,

I do not ask for you to accept my apology, But I want you to know that I am sorry for what I did.

And who knows? Maybe we can be friends again one day, but only if that is what you want.

So until next time, Fairwell.