If You Only Knew

You used to call me baby
But now I’m left standing in the rain
You didn’t make up your mind, boy
And you drove me insane.

You didn’t know I needed you, boy
You didn’t know you could make me cry
You didn’t know I knew what you told me
Was all just a lie.

You used to fill my cheeks with pink
For beauty, for happiness, for being complete
But now all because of this stupid thing called love
It’s filled them with sadness, anger, and defeat.

You want to play it off and be friends
But there’s nothing in this heart left for you
We never really had anything going
So you can always find someone new.

Where do we stand now, boy?
Is our love really gone?
All I know is I don’t want you back
And from this relationship I’ve withdrawn.

So move on without me, boy
I don’t want your petty pleads
I’m trying to deny it inside
But you’re the one I really need.

I’m tired of telling people I’m alright
When I’m really just hurting inside
I’m telling everyone I’m over you
I just can’t tell the truth that I already denied.

So I’ll continue to see you
And pretend that you’re not there
I can’t even talk to you
I must pretend I just don’t care.

So what does the future hold for us, boy?
Will we ever be the way we used to be?
Whatever happens I will know that you will always be the one I love
And to you I’ll just be another she.