Misery Is tolerable When I'm Not Alone

The hatred in my eyes,
Is 12x the hatred in your smile.
When you look at me I don't know what you see.
When I look at you I see what I'd kill myself before I'd be.
There are no decent conversations when were in the same room.
I hate you with a passion neither of us can deny.
You hate me for some unknown reason and I don't care why.
If having you around is some punishment, then I'd rather die.
Send me away, let me live my life alone.
Your hell is no longer my home.
I'm sick and tired of kneeling at your throne.
I'm not going to waste the time it takes to try.
Watching you miserable is fine.
When were together that's all we'll ever be.
And in despite my pain seeing you suffer,
Makes it all okay......