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What Happened

Dancing around the cold hard truth,
What happened was tragic, what happened was you.
I thought I could move past this...
But it turns out that's hard to do.

What happened was you, on a cold April night,
Deciding you wanted something you couldn't get without a fight.
You abused me, you shattered my future,
Left me here, to sew my life up suture by suture.

What happened was tragic, there is no other word.
As you tore off my pants, I thought, "this can't be happening, this is absurd."
But it did, it did, and that night you raped me,
Left me wounded and bleeding, and shattered for all to see.

I hate you, I HATE YOU, I do, I do.
Because none of this would have happened if it hadn't been for you.
Fuck you, fuck you, you cold heartless scum,
I shouldn't have let you feed me that rum.

I don't know who I hate more at this point, me, or you.
But I DO know I hate what's happened to me.
My only wish, my only wish that won't come true,
Is to be free...

Of this, of you.

Author notes

About my trauma. Writing about it helps some, but it only serves to briefly dull the ache I feel in my heart and mind.

uhm, raw emotion. Needed to get it out. no crits.

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  • Last Hope
    November 15
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    Wow

    Im so sorry about what happened. i Truly am. Its not your fault. That thing that did that to you is not a person. He is nothing. This is something NO ONE should go through. im always here if you need a listener. Im a good one. Ill always be here. Truly. Stay Strong.


  • SheWolfNLust silver member
    November 10
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    Damn, I am truely sorry for what that pig did to you, and It is no way your fault, Never ever blame yourself, God I so feel for your pain and I am glad the writting about it helps some, I know full well what rape does to a persons mind, I am a rape victim too and the scars inside I carry deeply, I ll never know what its like to make love to someone for the first time, I was a virgin when I was raped, If ever you just need to talk to someone please hit me up, My prayers are with you and that you will heal, And I hope some day that pervert with get there justice do, No single person ever asks to be raped, the last time I was raped was by my ex bf, I still get the flashbacks to this day, God bless you and my prayers are there for you xoxo ....