Past Heartbreaks

I felt the wounds
of my past heartbreaks, today.
I'm not really sure
what it means.
Is my heartbreaking again
or am I just wounded?
A few of the heartbreaks
run through my head,
my heart aches a bit more.
Will these wounds ever fully heal?
But what does it matter
You're sorry, right?
Sometimes I find myself wondering
how I forgive you,
even after you do it again and again.
But don't worry about it
because I'll always forgive you.
No matter how bad it hurts.
A few other heartbreaks
run through my head,
my heart aches in pain.
Now I think of all
the times you've yelled at me.
Whether you meant too
or just taking your anger out.
Your words echo in my ears.
One thing I hate about memories,
is when you remember the bad ones
perfectly but the best ones,
you remember the worst.
I remember all the words
that hurt me the most.
They all echo in my ears,
as if you were sitting
right here next to me.
And as the words play in my head
my heart aches more then before.
I still can't help wondering
how hearts break so easily.
And will my wounded heart
ever be completely wound free?
Maybe if we both try, at least
for a little bit, maybe my heart will heal.
Today, I felt the wounds 
of my past heart breaks.
And i asked myself
Is my heart breaking again
or am I just wounded?
But the difference
between now and before,
is now I have hope
that you will help heal my heart
and keep it whole.