The Ex

It started wit a chat, chatline hookin up was I did best,But there was a guy who I actually came to kno...hmmm what was his name "The Hoe", my baby father,my ex, In the beginning it was the hookin upthe hangin out me n him everyday out n about alwayz wantin 2 b 2getha movies n out 2 eat almost everyweek, he then became all I knew them other niggas.. wat? I didn't need 4 nothin new I had it all n my face he was my perfect match did everything great,He now was my lover,my bestfriend, he was my other half, who grew into my whole n my everything, and I felt my life would be over without him Tay didn't give a shit bout family and friends this guy was all I needed and wat I thought I'd always have, I loved him to the point where I didn't have enuff love left to love myself, he brung me down thru those 5 long years makin me believe there was nothin else out there 4 me but him,I gave him anything he wanted and let him take advantage of me the constant using n abusing Wait!! Not physical. But now I kno I wasn't his only hookup on the "Baltimore Raven" chatline, the lyin the cheatin the constant baby makin WOW wat a freak I fell in love wit and jus cuz I was stupid n wouldn't open my eyez to see this dude I didn't need in my life n soon as that thought came across my mind n I decided to leave one hit wit the wood n I was all good here I go runnin back 2 the life of pain n heartache wit a nigga who's crudy, he knew wat I wanted n wat 2 say to pull me back, in the back of my mind them other chicks was sidelines n I was his wifey, 5 long years I stuck around bein dumb but Jan 2009 was a new year so therefore a new me, I was sick of bein sick n tired of all the fussin n fightin so Marcus Anthony Levon Brown  the scorpio freak he is now "My Ex"