Why?!

i miss you more than ever,
i just can't let you go,
your voice still echos in my mind,
i've never felt this low.

your lipsticks on my collar,
can't bear to wash it out,
you've left me feeling strange and lonely,
i want to scream and shout.

i can't conceal the tears that fall,
when someone speaks your name,
i'm not an actor nor a poet,
can't pretend it's still the same.

without you here i'm dying,
can't take it anymore,
still remember our last kiss,
the night you slammed the door.

babe, i'm sorry,
but it's true,
we could have tried,
and worked things through.

you made me feel restricted,
as if i couldn't breath,
behind your eyes i see them,
the lies that made you leave.

was i wrong,
or was i right,
when for our love,
i tried to fight?

i see inside your mind,
no sign of hate or pain,
i don't know why you hurt me so,
it's making me insane.

so i ask you now, once and for all,
i want the answer straight,
i want to know just what we had,
and was our ending fate...?

So i'm asking you now, why?!