I'm not angry anymore
Maybe I've finally found forgiveness
But I'll never fully understand
The reason for your abandonment.
I worked so hard
To keep this family in tact
And you threw it in my face
As a cold, hard smack.
Trying to let it out
Is like pushing through the bricks
That are holding me down
Even if I'm ready to turn the situation around.
I force these words
Like swollen breaths in my lungs!
I try to scream
But I cough up blood instead.
I'm asking for guidence
From a force unknown
For the strength...
To stand alone.
Author notes
Hmmm... I think its pretty simple. Im not exactly proud of it- its not my best. But it felt good to write.
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