Dark, cold,
the same as before.
Flashbacks, like movies
continue even in slumber.
These nightmares continue,
and I remain held under the water,
though I am drowning;
I can feel myself drowning.
Shaking again, the chills rise to my spine,
the fear is unmistakeable, and yet
I deny myself the right to feel it.
I am once again breaking down!
His face, his smile
as his hands ravage me.
The horrible feeling as he becomes so powerful.
Why was I so powerless?
I desprately try to end this grotesque play,
but the bloody reminders remain.
Alone again,
Alone again.
because they could never understand.
I am alone again,
alone again...
when will this terrible play end?
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