Why are you messing with me

Why are you messing with me again?
Haven't you ruined my life?
Was it not enough for you to see me with that knife?

Why do you want to be my friend?
After all this strife?
Get out of my life!

You turned me into everything I hated
You made me feel bad for you
You made me try to fuck you!

What do you want?  I'm already jaded
Is that not enough for you?
What more do you want me to do?

Boy you did me so wrong!
All the lies, the bleeding, the deciet
Was that fun for you?

Was it? Did you enjoy watching me suffer for so long?
Is it fun to try to be so discreet?
Well from your point of view

This must seem fun to you
To watch someone fall apart
To take everything from them

You know what I say is true
You ripped out my heart
You've done things that are condemned

I bet you think what you did was right
I bet you don't care at all
I bet you had fun messing up my life

I bet you loved to watch me cry at night
I bet you wanted to watch me fall
I bet you wanted my life to consist only strife

Well for what you did to me
You have no clue what I'll do to you
You know my poem is too catch and fast

Well now you'll see
What it's like to walk in my shoes
You'll feel my pain at last

When I'm through with you