The sad notes, remain the same
the tune leaves a ringing in my ears,
because you're the one I think about now
and you have no clue
But that's my fault,
I let you drift around underneath my eyelids
for too long, so I never see your face
as reality
I don't know how to speak
the truths, I need to say to you
If you knew, you'd commit me
I'm trying to remember, what was
so special about you
that I let you corrode my insides
and wish I was dead instead of being without you;
You add color to my veins, cause I'm still
bleeding out what this means, what it means
to be lonely like me
Dreaming of you,
is my way of speaking to you
and for now, it's the only way
I can hold you
in my arms
and pretend we belong...
together.
Author notes
I have no idea how to tell her...hmm...
