Dead Inside

My breathing slows,
My heart breaks,
I feel as if
They died.
I can't sleep,
Or eat,
And no one
Knows why.
I miss them,
My sisters.
The one's who
brought joy
to my life.
Happy faces
greet me
at the door.
Now I feel...
Alone,
Tired,
Sick.
Dead.

Author notes

I've written another about this same subject, Dirty Little Secret, and there will be lots of poems on this subject... I'm trying to describe how I feel.