Visions

Chilly breeze on a dark night
With hell now spawned
And no one wants to fight
With Heaven now spared
Within a heavenly plight
Desire to forget this day
And to make this right

Hold them close
The children cry
Wait within my arms
As the angels die
I'll forgive you
If you tell me why
I'll pretend I'm happy
If you let me die

Helter Skelter, writing on the wall
A message scrawled to remember
Ancient scriptures tell my doom
And the demons dismember
I pretend it doesn't hurt
On this day in September
But I'm dying inside
If only for my memories to devour

I miss you...
I won't even try to lie
I can't tell myself I don't
But I don't want to deny
All the time we shared
All the memories we hide
There was a time I thought I was alright
But it was all a lie...