I can never usually hit another person when I'm fighting in my dreams, it usually feels like a Push is forcing back on me, I want to hit them but i simply can't, no matter who the person is I just can't hit them the way I want to. Today I had a new dream, My girlfriend of 1 yr and 4 months was in my dream, we where waiting in some place for someone or something I have no idea, but theres people going through school students, I am still in high school, well two boys on there way down decide to give jesters to my girlfriend and when one got too close she pushed him away saying that he was nasty. Then he decided to punch her in the face, I look at her as her head jerked back and she just looked at him, she usually hits anyone who touches her back, of sudden rage and no talk i grabbed a pencil this guy was on the husky side he turns around and i jam it into his neck a little before the juggular vein, take it out and then ram it into his eye when i noticed he didnt scream yet, I punched it in some more and started to hit him this time there was no force stopping me i continued and continued i wanted to see him bleed. A sudden scream comes from upstairs the other guy is hurting my girl bending her arm behind her back now so i run upstairs and hit him and continue, he was alot easier to make bleed in fact one punch knocked him out, i continued to hit him till I saw Blood leaking when the first guy comes upstairs, i take a pen this time turned my self around hit his arm which couldnt get pierced so i rammed it into his other eye, I rammed that one in as well, and hit him some more just before the police arrived.
I know i'm at risk now but one officer didnt listen to me at all, only one police officer took me seriously and said that I just need to calm down, relax now, and finally the other one when listening to me cut me off and said why don't I get a cookie, I get so infuriated i hyperventalate for a second scenario changes, now we're basically in are school, the boys are gone but my girlfriend still has her cast on for her arm. people start seeing me on the floor almost unable to breath when i break out into a, Blaring Roar. I start to remmember a little asian dance theme from before all of this happens and start to reinterprit it into my own dance, very fast with many kicks and punches that pierced the air as the leaves around me all float in a gust that i created. after tears fell i came back to my girlfriend, My Love, The only girl I ever want to be with in my life, and even with her cast it was like nothing ever happened as if It was A dream within my dream that really did happen but seemed to everyone else as it didn't
Tell me if you are an analysist, what does this mean, Interprit for me if this means anything at all, Please I'm asking for help I don't know why but I've never woken up so heartraced, confused, and teary eyed from a dream like this since young.
{ BRANDON CRUZ 10/31/09 }
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