Demon Inside Me...

Sometimes I feel as if a demon is inside me.
Growing, getting strong. Feeding on my soul.
Telling me things, trying to control me...
But I must resist...I will resist...

Its getting stronger, more possessive over me.
It wants to feed, its begging and pleading.
Torturing me, tormenting me. Can't get near anyone,
For I fear that I'll lose control... I feel as if I...
As if I'm slowly losing myself... Slowly giving in to him.

Hes getting to strong...I don't know what thoughts are mine...
Or his... Why me? Why did the demon pick my soul to eat?
Hes taking my darkest fears and playing with them.
Waking up screaming, those damn dreams of my darkest fears.
Why must he torment me like this? The demon...
He is devouring it all, not stopping for anything or anyone.

"Isn't something missing girl? Isn't someone missing you?
You're all alone aren't you... I'll always be here.
Haunting you, making your darkest fears come to life"
The demon said, laughing his damn laugh. Hes in my head...
And he doesn't want to go...he wont go, thats all I know.

Hes getting to strong...I can't hold on, I'm slipping...
This is just what he wanted...What the demon wanted all along.
Feeling all alone...Getting controlled by him...The demon.
He wants me to kill...So he can feed. Hes forcing me to...
Making me want to, making it seem as if its what I want to.

Hands covered in blood... Tears falling down my cheeks...
Uncontrollably. "WHY? Why did you make me do that? WHY?!"
I'm screaming in pain... Blood covered clothes, and hands.
"Just kill me! I have nothing to live for, everyone...
Everyone will be better off without me... JUST DO IT"

He controlled me... I couldn't stop it... He listened to me...
He listened to me for once. I tried to stop, I know I asked
For this... But not this way...
Grabbing onto the railings of the building, trying not to slip.
"I don't want to jump to my death..." I choked out.
"This is what you asked for" He laughed. I fell... He...
The demon inside me, took control... Made me jump, killed me.

This was his plan all along...To kill me, to devour my soul.
Dragging me to hell, with a burning touch... Scaring my arms,
Burning my flesh. Tearing the skin off my body, torturing me
Not giving a damn how loud I scream in pain... Or...
Or how many tears I may cry...

Licking his bloody lips, like hes eating a feast. Laughing...
Laughing his damn laugh, enjoying my pain...