Too many times I’ve tried so hard
To be knocked back
Shot down
All confidence is gone
Shattered for the last time.
I cant do this.
Do I need to move anymore?
Need to try and speak
Flimsy promises to the ones
Who expect it of me?
Why move?
Why stir?
I don’t need this.
Its all so simple.
Nothing is easier than something
Spite better than a smile.
I’ll bring the heavens crashing down with me
And stay here just a little while
World-weary, happy to leave…
And I don’t want to come back.
I’m sorry.
But I give up.
