Boyfriend vs. Friend : The Outcome!!

I didn’t mean to meet and fall for you
I didn’t mean to actually stay with you
I didn’t mean for us to ever last long
But we did...and I can’t change that now.

I didn’t mean to actually like you that day
I didn’t mean to actually hang out that day
I didn’t mean for us to kiss that night....
But we did...and I can’t change that now.

I didn’t mean to have to choose between
the two most wonderful men I have met
I didn’t mean to have feelings for either of you
both with a possibility of being the man of my dreams

I meant to go and talk to you that night...
I meant to talk about this seriously
and tell you about the kiss and about my feelings
I meant to rip your heart out that night...

I knew I’d tell him before you had left
I knew you’d freak out if I told you my plan
so I chose to not let you know...
I knew it would be the hardest thing I would ever do...

I didn’t mean to have to choose between
the two most wonderful men I have met
I didn’t mean to have feelings for either of you
both with a possibility of being the man of my dreams

I wasn’t expecting it to be that hard
I wasn’t expecting it to rip my heart out too
I wasn’t expecting you to still try to comfort me
I wasn’t expecting you to stop being a dick
...and start being the man I love...

I expected you’d want to know the outcome
but I expected to tell you I was single
I expected you’d be happy about the outcome
but I also expected the outcome to be me, single
...I expected wrong...

Travis I am sorry for how I have acted
and for how I have treated you
I am hoping we work through our problems
and I am trying to work on things,
and I know you are too...
I’m glad you’re still my fish

Wes I am sorry for what I have done
and for what I have let happen
I hope we can still be friends....
and I hope you will let me explain things
come Monday...
and I hope I can still be your “mistress”