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Bipolar Disorder

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Racing thoughts keep me down

while you play around,

time will help me not

I don't know what to do, I forgot.

 

Moods swing from dark to light,

can't sleep have horrible nights,

come home to the empty house

no more do I have a spouse.

 

Take a razor blade to wrist

giving it a terrible twist,

disgusted with myself

I put the razor blade back on the shelf.

 

Come and take me away

I can stand to be here another day

medication isn't going help

I am like that dog welp.

 

You know the one that was put in the pound

I now just keep going around and arond,

can't you see the toll it takes

and the horrof that it makes.

 

Never will it end, nothing will stop

I keep flying up over the top,

or falling to the darkest pit,

where I get knocked around and hit.

 

When you meet me you see someone shy

but suddenly I reach for the sky

attach myself to the person for good

instead I should of pulled down the hood.

 

Now comes the end of an era

I don't mean to scare ya

I know I am way to intense

I am not able to straddle the fence.

Author notes

Just some information about Bi Polar Disorder :



Bipolar Disorder

We all experience changes in mood. Times of sadness or disappointment are natural reactions to the difficulties that occur in our lives. The loss of a loved one, problems at work or a deteriorating relationship can cause us to feel depressed. Similarly, a great success or relief from a problem makes us feel happy and content.

Our moods tend to be varied and shifting, but generally we feel as though we have some control over them. However, for people with mood disorders like depression and bipolar disorder, that sense of control is missing and that causes distress. Anyone who has experienced depression or a manic episode can readily tell you the difference between those illnesses and their own normal feelings of sadness or happiness.

Severe or prolonged depression is an illness that affects not only a person’s emotions, but also physical health, relationships and behaviour. At any given time, almost 3 million Canadians have serious depression. It is about twice as common in women.

Bipolar disorder, also called manic depression, is an illness in which there are periods of serious depression, followed by episodes of markedly elevated or irritable moods or “highs” (in the absence of drugs or alcohol). These mood swings are not necessarily related to events in the person’s life. Bipolar disorder affects approximately 1% of the population; it typically starts in late adolescence or early adulthood and affects men and women equally.

Bipolar disorder
Bipolar disorder, also called manic depression, is an illness in which there are periods of serious depression, followed by episodes of markedly elevated or irritable moods or “highs

Depression and bipolar disorder can be treated. There is good reason for hope. By learning more about these conditions, you can help remove the stigma that prevents many people from seeking help.

Bipolar Disorder

People with bipolar disorder, or manic depressive disorder, experience alternating mood swings, from emotional highs (mania) to lows (depression). The condition can range from mild to severe.

It is not known what causes bipolar disorder. Research suggests that people with the condition have a genetic disposition. It tends to run in families. Drug abuse and stressful or traumatic events may contribute to or trigger episodes.

Symptoms of mania include:

• Feelings of euphoria, extreme optimism, exaggerated self-esteem

• Rapid speech, racing thoughts

• Decreased need for sleep

• Extreme irritability

• Impulsive and potentially reckless behaviour

Symptoms of the depression phase are the same as in major depression, described above.

Treatment is Available

Depression and bipolar disorder are treatable. Learning to recognize the signs and triggers enables people to work with their doctors, other health professionals, family and friends to prevent recurrences from becoming severe.

The great majority of depressed people respond to treatment and nearly all who seek treatment will get some relief from their symptoms. Both medication and some forms of counseling or psychotherapy have been demonstrated to be effective.

Bipolar disorder is mainly treated with medication and psychotherapy. Medication helps to stabilize moods, while therapy helps people detect patterns and triggers and develop strategies for managing stress. Sometimes, electroconvulsive therapy, or ECT, is used.

What Can I Do?

Many people do not seek help for depression or bipolar disorder, sometimes because their symptoms prevent them from recognizing the seriousness of their situation. It can also result from the stigma that surrounds both these conditions, making people feel like they are weak or at fault. It is important to know that depression and bipolar disorder are treatable. Friends and family can be supportive by learning all they can about the condition affecting their loved one. You can learn more from support groups and community health associations. Contact OLAP for more information, we're here to help.



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I have bipolar disorder and believe me it makes life a living hell. I lose friends and family. This is very hard on me as are the racing thoughts and the inability to concentrate as well as the depression and the mania. It all takes its toll on a person.

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  • XxTwiceDisturbedXx
    November 1

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    Excellent poem. I really could feel the emotions in this write. Bipolar Disorder is hard to deal with. With the constant mood instabilities and feeling sad one minute and then feeling excited, somewhat joyful in a way. Thanks for entering and good luck in the contest.


  • guardianhost gold member
    October 31
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    Educational

    Thank you,
    Cheryl


  • ProudMomma
    October 31

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    kind of hard to read.. but very wonderful write i enjoyed reading i'm sorry you have to deal with all this pain i know how hard it is! great write