Do they know? What would they say if they look under my pant leg? The pain feels way better than having the pain right there in front of me… The yelling and her trying to talk to me are too much to have… When I put that razor to my leg and arm it’s a release of what’s going on inside… the silver pain and kiss feels so good…. Way better then talking about it…. When mom heard about it she tried not to yell at me…. I’m out of her way now so she can’t anymore… Why does the cut feel so good… the blood going down my leg does feel pretty bad but then the red is still going to be there… the old times when I first started are coming back me with a razor on my bed trying not to fall into peer pressure but, it’s hard when you live with over12 girls… I raise the razor and it comes down… I try to hide it with a big sweater but by the end of the day everyone can see the marks perfectly… I just want to be normal…. Am I?
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