The pain is overwhelming
the urges overpowering
I am lost and alone
I'm filled with fear
frustration
and sadness
Thoughts of suicide and self-harm
are not normal
I know
My worst pain is hurting you
the guilt that towers over me
is immeasurable
I see the hurt in you eyes
when you see my scars
I fight back the tears
Don't you see?
I deserve only pain
anguish and affliction
I am a confused soul
who knows not where to go
nor what to say
Day after day
hope slips slowly through my grasp
until nothing is left
see what I've mad for myself
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