Forever More

Lost in a realm of pain
Lost with nothing to gain
Unsure what will happen
Will the gate ever open
Sand below and grey around
Rain falls to the ground
Yet the sky is dry
I just wonder why
A trust that was broke
Now where does it go
Dropped to my knee
What happened to me
Giving in to you
Unsure what to do
Pieces fall to the floor
Broken forever more
I reach for your hand
But all I find is sand
An angel I thought you were
Now I am unsure
The pain I have found
Shatters my heart across the ground
Is there such a thing called trust
Or does is blow away like the dust
Did I give in again
Did I lose it within
You said you loved me
That you would never hurt me
Staring down the barrel of gun
Trigger pulls and all undone
Endless pain I go thru
Wondering if it is true
A sign is what I need
Cuz my heart forever bleeds
And now I near the end
A life I am unsure if i'll spend
But I hope for it to come
And soon be with the one
But til then I wait in my mind
As the clocks slowly wind
A timer counts down and soon
Will itbe too late and Il meet my doom
Hurry if you are there
I can't take the despair
For slowly I bleed out
And time is about to run out
Til the day comes and you run to me
But alive I will not be
Cuz on that very day if your late
Pain will steal me away and I'll meet that fate
And the skies will pour
My life washed away forever more