Over My Head

Another day, you've lied to me.
Go ahead, do what you do best.
I convince myself that tomorrow you'll be serious.
So I'll sit here, contemplating on your second chance.
I want this to work so bad, so I keep to myself about it.
Stress is floating around the air I breathe,
and you're not helping at all.
Your silence says it all, you probably don't care.
I'm gunna guess I can't just throw myself at you,
and make you love me right?
I'm always here for you,
but it seems when I need you the most, you run away.
I don't understand why or how I put up with this,
but what else am I to do?
I love you, and I mean that with every ounce in my body.
The only thing that gets to me,
as in you say you love me, but everyone..including me, know you don't.
You never could, only because I'm not some sort of drug,
I can't control you, I can't help you,
And I don't want to.
I just want love, nothing more and nothing less.