I want him so much but i don't know what to do. I've lost him and now he has his heart set on another. Will I ever find the one that's right for me? I've tried to move on but I just can seem to. I guess there's no one meant for me. Maybe I'm supposed to be alone for my entire life. i can never seem to have a long lasting relation ship for long. I always somehow ruin it. Why is life so cruel to me? Am i just destined for loneliness? I'm so desperate for a way out. I can't stand being alone and having my heart broken anymore!
