Will I Ever Find The Light ♥

Lost in the darkness within my own mind, nowhere to go and
No one to follow & guide me to heaven's glimping light
My world is no longer bright or nor whatever what was once light is now dark
The darkness is now my new surrounds because the light is no more and
Everything that was once light turns pitch black and cold

My shadow is no longer my enemy but now is my own friend
Within the darkness where there is no light
The darkness slowly becomes my embrace and
My new waking death where I cannot dream of happiness

The sweet dreams I once felt are now gone
To fade away into the shadow realm
Everyone looks at me in disgust and
Tells me I should just die

Lullabies & goodbyes brings tears to my eyes
Nothing is the same anymore
Everything is beginning to feel more cold
The only thing keeping my heart warm is
The love of my life and my bestie
Whom I love with all my heart

Dear god I feel as if I will never find the light again
I lost all hope and the fate that was once there
Left me a long time ago...
I wish you could give me some-one's hand to reach out to
Because I feel all alone

I'm drowning within the ashes of
My old faded memories of
My unforgettable past and
I look down to see the stained pages in
The journal that explains my life...

Baby if I were to die right now
I want you to know that you mean the world to me
Never forget whenever you are I will always be there
To catch you when you fall or
When you feel all hope is lost
You're my everything and more
I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world
You're my heart beat, my soul-mate and
The love of my life with you is
Where I want to always stand
Whether it's through the darkness of time or
Within the light of god's tunnel of love..
As long as I am with you I am safe