crushhh...

I think i got a crush
the kind that give you butterflys from the 7th grade
the same feeling you get after a hot cup of coco returning from the freezing snow
or simply lying bathing on the beach,
breathing in the sun
pulling at my heart strings just a little...just a little
I can't help but dream that i might be something special
something worth caring for...
yet softly..
.................. slowly
..............................begging
im pulling away
shutting blind eyes, turning my heart solid grey
running as far away as I posibly can get
cuz I just might burn my tongue with that coco
or scortch from a sun burn, waves crashing leaving me cold
my eyes danced to each leap of the flames tearing away...
i don't want to sentence you to their crimes engraved
but life to me was more then a game
everythings got its price
when it comes to love...
love... i've gave it all
so please not another heartbreak
not another sleepness night counting stars wishing one was ours....
you and I get tired of crying myself to nightmares
no matter how many times i drown... i still remember the last touch of goodbye
so forgive me if i keep building walls
but thn again its not like you'd realize anyway
I'm just another shadow brushed off your minds play