Drink and drugs is enough for now

The last few weeks,
I've been drinking,
Way too much...
Drowning my thoughts...
Killing my confusion...
Just don't think
that I could just be making myself worse...

I never knew it would help...
but it does...
When I'm drinking,
I forget why I'm so depressed,
Forget what I used to fight for...
But in the morning...
It hits me harder than ever...

Forget about it...
To many people say that now
It's not that easy...
The booze and drugs help...
For a short amount of time...
If only they didn't make it worse afterwards...