Prodigal Son Turned Stoner Fool

they say everyone's got a destiny
sometimes i doubt that there's one for me
because i keep running this same damn track
i promised not to swear, but theres no turning back
maybe it's an imbalance in my brain
maybe i need more Mary-Jane
maybe i need to puff more smoke
because thats what makes me think of the funny joke
I'm the comedian that makes you laugh
but inside my soul is ripped in half
I dare not let anyone see me frown
who's gonna laugh at the crying clown?
see these tears? caused by fears
of being alone for 20 more years
grab the bottle and say "cheers"
they say the cloudy day eventually clears
but there's something soothing about the rain
did I already mention Mary-Jane?
yeah I'm a stoner, yeah thats right.
Cuz she's the only one who always treats me right
spark that bowl, lets get high
watch anxiety go bye bye
up into the air I fly
Listen Mom, Listen Dad,
I never meant to make you sad
I know I'm not the son you want me to be
but He is, so just let me be me.
Golden Boy from the Golden State
with a house by the golden gate
I guess compared to him, I just don't rate
black sheep son, I guess it's fate
You're ashamed to tell them I dropped outa school
Prodigal son turned stoner fool