thanks

im sorry for the people i took advantage of
im not proud of it, and im trying to get better
thanks to the people who stuck around
through the good times and the bad
and even when i felt like giving up
there was always that extra push that kept me going
and im forever grateful that you've been there for me
you've put up with all my shit that i put you through
and i turned around and mistreated you
and the worst part is, you dont even know.
i cant believe i was willing to throw away your trust
your love, you're the reason i am who i am
and im a self professed idiot, i wasnt thinking at all.
who is my real friend? just because they claim to be
doesnt mean they are. and you've shown me
that you dont have to confess your love through words.