After I swore I'd never fuck on a first date again,
I did it with you
Lust was out of the equation,
I thought we had become lovers
Then you text me 3 days later,
I thought I would die,
I fucked you,
Only to be just friends
I finally spoke to you today
We fought about not talkin,
I fuckin love you,
You love fuckin
So tell me this,
All the bullshit you told me
Was any true?
Is this my life?
Betrayed and broken
Hurt and lost,
I close my eyes and pray
That my heart is too numb to be in pain
